Since school is officially over in my life (until the masters...?) I find that for some reason my heart is always venturing to the next big thing. Maybe I have always been like that, but it seems to be more apparent since graduating college...
I guess college had such a sense of accomplishment (or sense of acheivement) within it (notice i said within it... I found that actually graduating was a bit anti-climatical/ like any othere day) nevertheless once I graduated I was like...ummm ok...so what now?
So I decided to spend two years in Puerto Rico....
and then I met a boy... still pursued Puerto Rico... then it literally (the program) fell through...
then me and the boy started dating... and there was that whole engagement/ marriage thing :)... then VEGAS- come back adjust...start the new job and now I'm like...ssssooooo what next?! (please don't say kids lol love the little guys but not right now, thank you!)
anyways, I'm just sitting here wondering do we ever REALLY settle down, or does that have to do with a personality type?
It's not that I don't love where I'm at, b/c I do. God is good and He has blessed me far more than I dare deserve...I guess there's just this peter pannish person inside of me wondering where and when will be the next adventure... ["to love would be an awefully big adventure- JM BARRIE PETER PAN]
Tezar and I have plans to go to Indonesia in 5 years- and I'm super excited about that...the people, the food, the culture! I love the idea of immersing myself in a culture, under the tuscan sunish... I did that for two months in Brazil and it was the TIME of my LIFE... but 5 years is an aweful long time from now...
what to do until then?
Maybe i should pick up a hobby....
pilates anyone?
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